As I’ve gotten such a strong response to my 15 Things Not to Say to Someone With a Chronic Illness Article, it’s gotten me thinking. Many of the things on the list are meant to be harmless, and are just people asking honest questions to learn more, even though they may hurt. But people with invisible illnesses get judgement from their friends, family, coworkers, and even strangers. And why is this?
People with invisible illnesses are fighting an invisible battle, just like every single human being in this world. Theirs is just with their body, or mind, or both. When I think about invisible illnesses, it makes me think, what kind of illnesses aren’t invisible? Almost all are. Can we only believe someone if they are bleeding or missing a limb?
I think one of the reasons people with invisible illnesses are so often met with doubt is that they are masking their symptoms. Everyone tries to fit in. One of my favorite quotes on this topic I’ve seen is, “you’ve got it backwards actually, I’m faking being WELL.”
So that makes the illnesses even more invisible. Not only can you not see symptoms of many illnesses outwardly, sufferers are also pushing and trying their hardest to be as normal and functioning as possible. And on the days that they have exhausted their resources and just can’t push any more, they usually aren’t in public or at work. They are at home, in bed, where they are only seen by very few people.
So this can cause the illusion that people with invisible illnesses are actually feeling better than they are. When I am smiling and laughing and talking to someone, and I casually rub my head or put my feet up, I’m usually masking my symptoms (migraine, and blood pooling in legs, respectively). We adapt as best we can. If I disappear for 10 minutes in a social setting, I might have gone to sit or lie down in private and try to conserve some energy for a minute. But most people don’t see this. Invisible is the theme here, right? And we get really good at learning just the right amount of time to step away without being too noticeable.
So when someone with an invisible illness hears, “why aren’t you trying harder?” or “maybe you would be better if you just pushed yourself” or “have you tried just pretending you don’t have your illness?” it is like asking any human “why don’t you convert oxygen to carbon dioxide?” or “why don’t you blink to keep your eyes moist?”. These are behaviors that are so ingrained in our way of life. We push and we try and we fight our invisible battle as best we can. You just don’t see all of it.
So though someone may seem well and happy, you have no idea what is going on with them inside. And hearing that we should try harder, when we are already trying, can feel insulting and belittling. And of course, it isn’t usually meant to be. But you wouldn’t tell someone you saw struggling to carry a heavy piece of furniture by themselves to also carry 2 heavy boxes in the same trip, because you understand that they are already doing as much as they can.
The point I’m trying to get across with this article is that if you know someone with an invisible illness that SEEMS perfectly fine to you, that is because that is what they want you to think. And they are working really hard to make it seem like that. So, if you are feeling like you want to comment on how they deal with their illness, it is probably best kept to yourself. Instead, try asking them what it is like to live with their illness. It might open your eyes.
Leslie says
I love this. I absolutely love it. I’ve seen the first quote floating around Pinterest & I’ve even pinned it.
Lisa says
Bravo! Perfectly said!
Mella says
Very insightful post.
Kez Wickham St George says
Well said Susie, I for one are one of the invisible ones, and yes have had to spend many often days in bed with chronic pain and migraines, Drs & specialists said MS, Or maybe chronic fibromyalgia, rheumatoid arthritis, no knew for sure, all I knew was there were days even breathing hurt, then we discovered I had Post Polio, the post polio society was rung, tears were spilt, at long last I discovered what my body ‘not my mind’ was going through. I put pen to paper, 3 year later a novel emerged, which was published and well received, its called Tariku and on Amazon,
a real discovery story of who I was.
Deb Konrad says
I have 2 chronic conditions…cancer and hypogammaglobullinemia….note that I do not call them illnesses….I do not look like I have been battling cancer these past 6 years…and I for one am quite flattered when people tell me I look good…or that I don’t look “sick”. Sure there are days when I do feel “ill” but on my good days I focus on feeling good….not on complaining constantly about what ails me that day…so much is said on internet support groups and blogs about how other people don’t “get” it…maybe others just get tired of hearing the constant ” poor me” attitude and complaining. Everyone is dealing with something in their lives…having a chronic condition or “illness” does not give us one up on everyone else. Life is a gift…and no matter how bad a day it is…there is always something good to be found in each day…..try to focus on finding it….
Crys says
This is exactly what the healthy need to hear! If only they would watch their comments, their would be more love in the world.
I just hate how people can be so judgmental.
Thank you for the article!